Updated: Tuesday, 13th November 2018 @ 4:08pm

Young writer hanged himself after he 'fell to pieces' when illness forced him to drop out of Manchester University

Young writer hanged himself after he 'fell to pieces' when illness forced him to drop out of Manchester University

By Glen Keogh

A young Manchester writer hanged himself in his student digs after he 'fell to pieces' when illness forced him to drop out of an English Literature degree. 

Tim Marcellino, 22, had attended one of Britain's top private schools, come from a loving and supportive family and his creative talents and straight A grades earned him win a place at Manchester University. 

But the youngster suffered from depression and found it difficult to cope at college. He twice failed to make the second term despite being given a chance by his lecturers to start again and he tried to kill himself with a drug overdose as a 'dry run’. 

Tim later posted a lengthy note on Facebook explaining his 'inner demons' – but used a computer programme to ensure it would only go live after his death.

He was found dead by his father in his bedroom with his laptop open showing the note. It emerged Tim had used the internet to research ways to tie ligatures. 

At a Manchester inquest Tim's mother Kate Wood, a finance manager for Barclays Bank, said: ''He didn't want to carry on and all the time he was feeling distressed even with friends or family. 

''He was sleeping badly and he couldn't eat and had no appetite and he was falling to pieces. When he did fall asleep he dreamt he was dead and he wished he was dead." 

Tim, formerly of Stoke, was born while his parents were still studying at Keele University. They split up when he was a young boy and after they got married again to other partners he moved to Edinburgh with his mother. 

Tim attended the 370-year-old George Heriot's school where fees cost £10,300 a year and where ex-pupils included actors Alastair Sim and Roy Kinnear and BBC newsreader Gavin Esler. 

But the hearing was told he struggled with depression for several years. 

After being accepted at Manchester where his father Stuart Thompson was living, Tim's condition deteriorated and he attended lectures less frequently. He had to start first year twice while his GP referred him for counselling. 

Tim was prescribed anti-depressants and was later referred for psychotherapy. 

Mrs Wood said: "He struggled when he got to university. It got to a point where he couldn't cope and he came home.

"He was having help from medical professionals but he wasn't very good at managing his money and that didn't help. His dad would try and help him sort out his affairs.

"In late 2012 he sent me a text which was disturbing. I pointed out he didn't have any money and told him to get a job and told him he needed to pull himself out of this. 

"But he texted back and explained that there was nothing that could help him find the will for a job and to find a purpose. 

"I spoke to his father after that text and he went to see him. He phoned that night very upset because he found out Tim had tried to kill himself. 

''Tim's counsellor wanted to refer him for psychiatric help but when I spoke to Tim he flatly refused and said he wouldn't do it and would pretend he was OK.''

Mrs Wood's last contact with her son was on the phone a few days before his death on March 25 last year.

She added: "He said he didn't want to travel, have a wife, have a job – nothing. He said he was fed up and said he couldn't do this for everybody else.

"Stuart tried really hard to get him to go back to his house but Tim just wanted to be in the house he shared with his friends. That's where he felt happiest."

Tim's father Stuart Thompson said: ''I didn't think taking him to hospital was a feasible thing. I didn't think he would present in a way that would give any particular cause for concern. Resources are stretched and he wouldn't have appeared at that time as someone who needed urgent help."

Tim's counsellor Sam Beaumont said: "He had a series of difficulties in personal relationships throughout his life. He presented with low self esteem and a general lack of meaning and purpose.

''He often had greater sense of regard for other people than himself. He needed to start to value himself. He always offered reassurance he would never act on his suicidal thoughts. He always said his family was a strong protective factor."

Recording a suicide verdict, Coroner Nigel Meadows told Tim's parents: "He clearly had expressed thoughts about wishing to end his life and had already tried something once which is sometimes described as a dry run.

"If it was no longer tolerable to be alive then there has to be a recognition he is entitled to make a choice. It's quite clear you did all sorts of things to help him and you couldn't have done any more.

''It's always sad when a young person loses their life particularly at their own hands but that's never something you can resolve."

In an obituary written at the time of his death, writer Mike Wolfe said: ''Tim was clearly talented and achieved As in everything.

''However, even at school, it became apparent that Tim’s talent was a complex matter. Although he was liked by everyone, he alone didn’t recognise his talent or his popularity.

''However much other people saw that this successful boy was a wonderful human being, he never apparently felt that.''

Story via Cavendish Press.

Picture courtesy of Facebook, with thanks.

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